back to my first post :)

well, honestly even for me i have no explanation for all the actions that people choose to do when they are heart broken, but there is a fix pattern, they just want to forget about some certain things and hope that they can move on in life. however i realize these sort of actions are not the correct ways of doing things. some may say that there is nothing wrong with their own actions, but think of it this way, you are causing harm to the people around you that cared. dun have to look too far to find the people that cared for you, as long as you are a son to a mother, your mom will cared for you irregardless of what happened to you. when you drink and got wasted away, when you got home, the one that open the door for you and help you change out of your smelly clothes is your parents. do you realize what you are missing when you are hurting yourself in a way or another. there was once when my mom help to drag me into the house when i am drunk. i can still remember the look on her face till today. i am so sad that unknowingly i hurt the other person that means the most to me and that is my mom. so for people that intend to get wasted in the future, please think about it before you decide on whether you want to get wasted.

hmmm .. actions lead to consequences. why not use the time you have to do something more useful?? caring for the less fortunate, or help out in whatever you can at home. guys, how long have it been since you last clean your own cabinet?? you own bed or your own drawer?? why not do all this to help clear your mom loads rather than getting yourself wasted and waste another day when you have a hang over the next day ? sometimes i just dun get it .. -_-"