A little Introduction

well, this is my first post so let me start off by telling you something about me. i have been living in Singapore since the day i have been born, i have been living in the same place since some 20 years ago. i had try all kind of job ever since the age of 14, from McDonald's to admin and even delivery boy. maybe it's the kind of job that i have, maybe it due to the people that i have met since i am young, it related to how i try to understand different people around me, and esp. the people that i love. although i does not really like the job that i am in now, i have to admit that it taught me a lot of stuff, esp. relationship between people.

now on to the topic that i wanted to talk about, how to understand the people around you? esp. the people that you love. to be honest, i have been in and out of relationships. i have people leaving me for a another guy, i have people telling me that i have a hot temper, i have people telling me that "i still love you and i think you are a nice guy, but i don't think we should be together". i always ask myself why? what went wrong? what did i do to deserve this? i guess guys and girls that fall out of love always ask themselves this few question. isn't it strange that all people are thinking of the same thing when they fall out of love. and usually they do the same things that all of us will do, to drink to get wasted to cramp all the space in their brain with other stuffs. why? they do not want to be reminded of the past and the relationship that they use to have. do you think that there is a rational behavior behind this actions ?

well, let end here for now. i will be posting more soon. :)